Sunday, October 28, 2012


and let me out, go be 'free' with all the other girls, drugs, alcohol but don't come back, don't make your words look so flowery and try to hit a raw spot of mine. Go, be a human at least, i'm not gonna carry your weight. Not, anymore.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012


Memories, there were happy ones that make me smile as I think of them and a little sad that they cannot be of present. Yes, so there were memories, happy ones.

Tuesday, October 23, 2012


people, person- trash. mistakes, stupid, didn't seem then, so alarming now. over, they are, haunts on. over. over. past. now, past tense. move on, moved, moving, stuck, moving, got on. progress.

Friday, October 19, 2012

All in my head

I should have known it wouldn't work out especially when I was doubting the things I said and when I kept considering leaving. I was afraid that no one could possibly love me more and I hated change. So I let myself live in denial and get carried away by the cheapest interpretations of words and things and let my mind wander to the point I was probably trying to interpret only the positive. So I got tired, really tired because it wasn't how I wanted it anyway and I hated it so badly. Now that's said, I feel pretty alright to be correct.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Goodbye my lover

It's possible to have feelings for someone whom you know may never be the one for you. Time to kill some feelings, bury some emotions, let some go and care a lot less. It hurts but you deserve better, a lot better and someone who actually could love you back as much and unconditionally.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

when the one thing, you thought, was the constant changes and leaves you skeptical.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Here we go again

My heart's under arrest tonight, today, and probably many more nights. It's about perspective, all I can go is forward. Let me heal.