Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Is it true that when one's a cheater, one will always be? cause i'd leave in that case


I should stop being so stoned, wasting my energy on wandering thoughts & over thinking and being so terribly horribly lazy.

I should then started finding interested in studies, like pathology. After going out today, I SHALL!

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Fair play

You give that one chance, if it screws up, you really kick it hard and be gone with it.
Yesterday was the longest day and worse day probable. Insanely overwhelmed and collection of really unfortunate events. Let's just say morning started off with a horrible note, never felt more alone and upset.
When you wished that love wouldn't leave you, it gave you a punch in the stomach and sank a huge anchor in your chest.
Wandered about the emergency area at the hospital for about 5 hours. Had half an hour of sleep.

I'm really glad that today's better.
Love don't leave me.

Friday, August 10, 2012

get too close to the flame

You know how you used to hear people speaking of how they feel so lost and know not what to do with their future? I hear myself as one of them now. I can't help but feel so lost. It's scary how I have no drive as to what I really want because everything runs on 'depends', opportunities and a lot more other uncontrollable factors.

Anyway the weather's really bad. The sun would be tolerable if it wasn't this humid. 
Okay, the past still hurts, less but still.

Bon Iver on "Emma"

Emma is a statement, a sentiment and a closing of my own history.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Nothing splendid

caught 'Woman In Black' on my bed 2 nights ago,

tried painting a wave last night.

Emotions not the object.

help this fleeting heart
do I love too much.

I'm gonna take a drowsy anti-itch pill to help me with this deadly itch, goodnight.