Yesterday was the longest day and worse day probable. Insanely overwhelmed and collection of really unfortunate events. Let's just say morning started off with a horrible note, never felt more alone and upset.
When you wished that love wouldn't leave you, it gave you a punch in the stomach and sank a huge anchor in your chest.
Wandered about the emergency area at the hospital for about 5 hours. Had half an hour of sleep.

I'm really glad that today's better.
Love don't leave me.

get too close to the flame

You know how you used to hear people speaking of how they feel so lost and know not what to do with their future? I hear myself as one of them now. I can't help but feel so lost. It's scary how I have no drive as to what I really want because everything runs on 'depends', opportunities and a lot more other uncontrollable factors.

Anyway the weather's really bad. The sun would be tolerable if it wasn't this humid. 

Okay, the past still hurts, less but still.

Bon Iver on "Emma"

Emma is a statement, a sentiment and a closing of my own history.
 

Nothing splendid

caught 'Woman In Black' on my bed 2 nights ago,

tried painting a wave last night.

Emotions not the object.

help this fleeting heart
do I love too much.


I'm gonna take a drowsy anti-itch pill to help me with this deadly itch, goodnight.

Why can't things be a little easier and fate be much kinder?

the worst heart is a heavy one